The Apathetic Enthusiast

Words without Me

Month: November, 2015

Fight Club

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I am Jacks overwhelming sense of discouragement
I am Jacks seeping acceptance of wasted opportunities
I am Jacks failed attempts to stay sober 
I am the crumbs of Jacks short lived enthusiasm 
I am Jacks island of apathy

Build a raft and drown. 



When April Fools never comes

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I am Shock
Cling film wrapping around a sphere of salt water
Wrapping my mind around the unbelievable gravity this holds
The thick force it unrelentingly pounds with
A distortion of time
The same epic seconds on loop
A creaking door
An inability to reason
The sudden Death of a friend
I am heartbreak
I am menial activities throughout the day
I am  
Not

Apathy doesn’t mind

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Like a sliver of the moon
You ask me to apologise
for not being around all the time
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Leaving you in the Hospital Cafeteria

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The streets are impersonal and unwilling to make excuses
My money wasn’t worth what I could stomach but it was worth the time
As soon as we leave here its over
As soon as we leave
We’re gone

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Diluted Days.

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Changing scenery so suddenly
Unnervingly adjusting to unraveling so seamlessly
Quietly stepping
Accustomed to such company
I’ll excuse myself until the sun goes down